| Into a swan |
[24 Apr 2009|02:56pm] |
This has been bothering me ever since I switched back, so I'm just going to out and say it.
I'm not convinced my arse looked like this before.
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| wishing wells and cockle shells |
[29 Mar 2009|02:56pm] |
No luck in our dorm (sorry girls, I'll totally help tidy all that up), in the common room or with the fourth years (but thanks anyway, Pan). Not even Rupert could find it. I think I have to face the fact that I am a complete spaz and, like, dropped it in Hogsmeade or in the grounds somewhere and I will never see it again.
Fuck. I'd had that notebook for nearly a year. There was so much shit in there, not just from summer but from last year. Lyrics. Notes. Memories. And that picture of James Iha was my mother's.
But it was just a thing. Just a container. They were just words. Precious they may be, but also infinite. Their forms are not fixed. That's probably a good thing to remember. It's OK.
Well, no, it's not. But I suppose maybe it will be.
[James] Sorry for, well, crying all over you the other night. Such a long weekend, and I hadn't really slept enough and... anyway, you totally didn't deserve a crazy hysterical girl going off at you when you'd been such a help. You are a prince and I will totally get your handkerchief cleaned before I give it back.
I can't believe you carry a handkerchief. That's kind of adorable, you know.
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| bleed it out |
[24 Mar 2009|02:33pm] |
Holy shit, what is this, school or something? With the classes! And the HOMEWORK! I miss summer. I MISS summer. I sort of wish I was better at drawing because maybe that would be more cathartic than just writing inane, dribbly rhymes for "sun". Is it even possible to have a summer song that's complic
 fuck. FUCK. My notebook isn't in my bag. How can it Oh SHIT what if I left it in Hogsmeade?
Please tell me someone's seen it? It's sort of, like, the size of a passport and spiral bound and hard covered and there's a picture of James Iha uh, this Japanese guy with a guiter taped on the front and on back there's a bright yellow sticker that says "combat wombat" in black.
And please don't read it.
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